The podcast

This channel explores the nexus between disordered eating, faith and psychology with an occasional dash of creative projects.

Shared is my own personal struggle with binge eating disorder and interviews with others about their own history with disordered eating and mental health. One day I hope to expand the channel beyond disordered eating and explore more broadly the heavy phenomena of addiction. In all my interviews, and from personal experience, evident is this inescapable axiom of life - we must delve into the Pits of Hell to then rise to The Heights of Beauty.

My hope is that this channel might make you feel less alone as you too rise and fall through life.

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  • Inez - Disordered Eating - Part One.
    • 6/14/25

    Inez - Disordered Eating - Part One.

    In part one of Inez's episode we discuss how Inez developed disordered eating, body image issues and the big impact social media had in this development.

  • Inez - How Disordered Eating Serendipitously Brought us Together.
    • 7/6/25

    Inez - How Disordered Eating Serendipitously Brought us Together.

    In this episode Inez and I discuss the serendipity of how we came to know one another. We were briefly introduced yet a friendship was not immediately born. As God would have it our struggles with binge eating began and rooted our now very dear friendship. Further discussed is how my own eating disorder painted a narrative of what it actually means to have faith and how faith helped me understand my eating disorder.

  • MaryEllen - How Listening to God's Will Turned Her Art Into a Career.
    • 9/25/25

    MaryEllen - How Listening to God's Will Turned Her Art Into a Career.

    In part one MaryEllen and I discuss the promptings of intuition, instinct or as I call it, God. Leaning into the small pulls lead MaryEllen to leave her biology degree in a frame on the wall and pick up her career as an artist and illustrator. Every time I leave a conversion with Maryellen I am inspired to be a better version of myself. Listen to the prompting of your heart, their quiet, so be quiet, shut all the noise off and find some silence.

  • Bad Body Image Season - Maryellen Part Two
    • 10/13/26

    Bad Body Image Season - Maryellen Part Two

    MaryEllen discusses a season in which she could barely look at herself in the mirror. Regardless of weight change and body image thoughts, the truth is during those times we feel unbearable to look at. Feelings are not the sole dictator of attractiveness and should not be the dictator of your actions. My friend go do something that is good for you: drink a glass of water, take a shower, take a nap, go for a run, smile, dance, just get the positive upward spiral initiated.